Broken Friendship = Borken Heart

I'm Sitting here now,
Tears fall down my cheeks,
I can't take this pain no more,
I cant stand these weeps..

Writing from my heart,
As is starts to finally break,
I've been acting so happy,
I can't believe how fake..

I feel the pain at night,
Mostly when I'm alone,
I sit here on my bed,
My heart can no longer be sewn..

I'm looking for a place,
Where i can just get away,
Somewhere where i wont think about you,
Each and everyday.

The friendship necklace we had,
To sides of a heart,
I wore apart of yours around my neck,
you had half my heart from the start.

I guess i didn't realize,
you could cause me so much pain,
But i need to give you back that piece of my heart,
before i slowly go insane..

I'm so sorry things had to end this way,
I guess it wasn't suppose to be,
But please give me back my piece of the heart,
I need it to be free..

Silent Rays of Hopes ..

I stood by the window
With good reasons to curse
For life was turning from bad to worse
I wondered how could anyone preserve his morality
When all around is disloyalty..

When people around you are all so corrupt
How could it not be your principle and values disrupt
I looked outside keeping aside my plight
When suddenly i saw a wonderful sight..



Far away on a small flower bed
Grew a little rose,so bright and red
The rose with thorns was completely surrounded
Yet in pleasant fragrance it fully abounded..

Beside there was a pond with weeds of every kind
In grew a lotus of colour rare to find
Surroundings too filthy,smell really awful
Yet the lotus bloomed,radiant and beautiful..

In an atmosphere conducive and fine
everything would glitter and shine
But living in hell and doom
Its really creditable to bloom..

Look at lotus,look at rose
Its allways the beauty,wherever it grows..

To Whom Shall I Complain ?

Some say I am a betrayer betrayed,but if I have never betrayed anyone,and have just been betrayed in love why would you say this ?

Is it because after you hurt my heart and split it open that when I hated you I became a betrayer ?Or is it because I wont let anyone in because the pain hurts ?

Am I the betrayer full of hate for you?
It is true I hate you but there is a part of me that wont let you go.

I still hate you or how you hurt me,but I still love the way you were and how you would hold me in your arms.

Now I feel like I'm falling..
To Whom shall i complain?

Who Cares When I am Hurt ?

Everyone hurts at one time or another.Sometimes The Hurts Are Relatively Minor And Tend To Go Away By Themselves.

But at Other Times The Hurts Are So Intense That We Wonder Whether They Will Ever Go Away..

Things will Never be The Same

I say I'm hurt,
But no one ask why..

They see me crying,
But they just pass by..

I don't understand why your love makes me feel this way,

Because when I hear your voice,
I feel weak and walk away..

You call ma name,
And I slowly retreat
You walk toward me,
And my heart starts to beat,
Faster and faster,

With every step you take,
My pain grows larger..
Because I know things will never be the same..