Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies

Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again

Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...

Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all

And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling

Do you enjoy my pain?

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That Feeling

You stared,
I stared.

It was magic.

You felt it,
I felt it.

Something happened.

You know it,
I know it.

Now its gone.

You feel it,
I feel it,
You know it,
I know it.


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LoVe, The UnSaiD FeEliNG...

Noone can explain what Love is
Noone can touch its awesome height
Noone can argue that Love is wrong
Noone can deny that Love is strong

Thousand miles, Seperate in Love
Longest distance can cover above
The pleasure in waiting for only Love
Makes you fly high like the white dove

Insane you will become fully
Not knowing what you do completely
Generous your heart will become
From the building you're ready to jump

But for a few, Love is very cruel
It exhausts you till you have no fuel
You drench your shirt with lonely tears
When love leaves you nothing but fear

OnlY TheSe EyeS...

Only these eyes know a love so grand
The love so big it envelopes the land
Only stretch of sky into the open space
Can match this love enchanted by your face

Only these eyes know a truth so true
Neither anybody can break it through
With a pure soul and eyes so bright
You come in my dream I see each night

Only this heart makes me your pride
Feelings for you multiply so wide
Your sweet melodious voice singing like a song
Playing in my mind all the day long

Only this heart is moulded by trust
Hurricane or storm can't make it rust
Soft like your kiss addicting & sweet
The reason that knocks me off my feet

My love that I promise even after death
It will remain in heart and my last breathe
Leaves no question or doubt in mind

My Soul is Crying..

Ticking of the clock seconds elapsed
It tickles my heart reminds me of the past
Unknowingly tears fallen and aching my heart..

Breath away my soul do not cry
See the beauty of surroundings
Enjoy every minute of this universe
Every heartbreak there's always a try
Give your soul another chance to life,

One lost love thousands coming
Never deny the beauty of life
The madness happens it challenge us
Be brave crying soul be warrior of your own life..

All those tears and heartbreak gone when you know,
Crying soul do not hide and run
It's your own heart you can't run..

S'one is there for me...

Garland of roses surrounds my neck
With hidden thorns poking me like knife
While a false smile appear on my face
Showing dat I’m stepping into a new life

Unable to escape from this madding crowd
Mingling with an obliged desire
Trying to be everyone’s best friend
Surviving each day on the red fire!

Is my freedom snatched away?
Unknown to this childhood play
But when not a pair of arms hugging me
This, I realized the following day!

Someone pulling me from this madding crowd
Assuring me the love on earth
Easing away the sad tones on my face
There, I realized the value of this birth!

Am i a loser?

I have always felt on an alien street
Loneliness dragged me by its feet
With no one to save me in pity
I went mercilessly into this city

I tried with my existing effort
Failure seems to blindfold me
The harder I struggled for it
The deeper I felt into the pit

Hopes seem to blur its way
As days passed on into each day
Boldly I want to let go the strain
‘Nothing’ is the only result I gain

Loudly I want to scream
Thinking I have won your love
Remembering I live in devil’s den
Who snatched away my only heaven

The hurts I possess never ending
Where emotions & feelings exist
Wound on wound affects me more
Plunging my life into painful horror!

My WalLs KnoW...

Living as a corpse
I don't know how to think
Overshadowed by my anger
Uncontrolled by little things

Loneliness speaks louder
When solitude envelopes me
No one to share my pain
Only my walls echo again

Dampen the spirit by tears
Reaching out for rescue
Only you can lift me up
My walls only knew

Yet i feel being watched
At times when i am low
I'm never left on my own
His love is well shown

LoViNg YoU bLiNdLy...

Painful anger pricks my mind
Plunging me in these sorrows
Walking away leaving me behind
Like there will be no tomorrow

Wild tension and Depression
Leads me to this frustration
Frying myself in this sensation
Tearing me apart by this aggression

Dying for a calm peaceful sleep
Without a thought running deep
Lonely heart drenched in regrets
Let me rest, this is what I beg

Twisting and turning in my dream
Extracting my memories unwillingly
Resisting the disturbance bestowed
Repeating this nightmare brutally

Shutting my eyes escaping all
Fearing that you’d let me fall
Loving you blindly, losing my mind
My world’s spinning, I’m turning blind