Lying To Forget

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go


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LoVe, The UnSaiD FeEliNG...

Noone can explain what Love is
Noone can touch its awesome height
Noone can argue that Love is wrong
Noone can deny that Love is strong

Thousand miles, Seperate in Love
Longest distance can cover above
The pleasure in waiting for only Love
Makes you fly high like the white dove

Insane you will become fully
Not knowing what you do completely
Generous your heart will become
From the building you're ready to jump

But for a few, Love is very cruel
It exhausts you till you have no fuel
You drench your shirt with lonely tears
When love leaves you nothing but fear

MakE thIs liFe As oUrS...

Protect me with your embrace
Tightly as no air to pass
Shower me with your love
Swirling me like a compass

Blow it cold to my wound
Bear me up when I fall
Comfort me with your warmth
Hold me close from all

Numb me from my pains
Clear those brutal doubts
Unconscious me from my past
Show what my future shouts

Capture me in your bosoms
Link my soul to yours
This should go on forever
Make this life as ours

My LaSt WiSh...

Never will I break your heart
Never will I tear you apart
But will follow you everywhere
Destined to me from the start

Awake in the frightful night
Drenched cold in this lonely world
Sudden thought had struck me
That I am not crying alone

Am I too naïve to understand
The love that you reserve for me
If not, would I take the blame
In order to make you happy

Missing your hug around me
My tears wetting your chest
If death is granted now to me
That would be my very best

My NiGhT oF dEsIrE...

As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection

Longing for you....

Kissing u is what I long
Holding u I imagine strong
Feeling the softness of your charm
Embracing me within those arms

Blurring my eyes by morning mist
Wetting myself by tender dews
Smelling ur fragrance all over
Seperating me from you never

Drinking the nectar fallen
Drops escaped from ur mouth
Tasting the natural sweetness
From your lips, they ooze out

Rhyming the beats of your heart
Drumming heavily along with mine
Waiting eagerly to be touched
By your fingertips, velvet and fine

Remaining in my dream...

My lids shut down, trying to sleep
Memories of you running so deep
Transforming from thoughts to dreams
In my slumber, for you I weep

On you my eyes have set
Remembering the first day we met
Since then I never left you
Silently loving you, in joy & in blue

Crying out for you, in sadness & sorrows
Hoping u will cry like this tomorrow
Is it destined that I alone should suffer?
Will u know the taste of my tears that flow!

Holding me tight, never let me go
My world is you, is what I show
Waking up from the sudden dream
Without you beside, my grieves grow more!

Wanting u..

Clad in the sweat of desire
Expressing u my heavy mood
With my spirit raising high
Within the emotions I brood

Closing my eyes in imagination
That paints the picture of thee
Bringing the dream before my eyes
With u tightly holding me

As my desire mounting more
Wanting u more for real
Crying aloud ur lovely name
For the scars in my heart to heal

Touching the summit of satisfaction
Panting with breathe I exhale
Opening my eyes to the reality
Craving for u, in my sad tale!

Addiction

The sweetness in ur voice i hear
Is corrupting me day by day
Addicted to that sweetness
Not missing even a single day.

Ur laughter rings my ears
Ur whisper my heart tears
Ur heavy breathe my chest bears
Ur fantasy my skin wears

The beauty in ur gaze hidden
The charm in ur look thickens
The mind remaining unread
The desires in me u fed

Waiting for the day I see u
Whether it happens or no
For I’ll expect to hear this laughter
That rings my ears and more