I'm Wrong?

Through my whole life I have always wanted to find that one special person. My companion. I didn’t date a lot because everyone else around me wasn’t looking for the same thing I was looking for. Now I am seventeen years old and I think I have finally found a mind that thinks alike.
But my family thinks I'm wrong. Only because of one thing. AGE. He is twenty-four years old. He has showed me things that I thought I would never find. But my dad thinks I'm wrong. I think we will be together for a long time. Even if my dad tries to keep us apart he can’t stop love and after I turn 18 he can’t do anything about it. My mom and dad have been divorced for years and that’s one thing that he has never really had is love. I think he is jealous because we have what he has always wanted. Love. He is deaf and abused me when I was little and I finally have someone to care for me and that makes him so angry. Rage is but mask for my shy fears. Yet I would die before I caused my companion pain.
I just hope he knows that no matter what my family tries to do to tear us apart I will never stop loving him. We have been together since I was 16. I might have to wait till I’m 18 to be with him but waiting only makes my love for him even stronger. Romance must have a language fit for feeling more than fits between the earth and sky.

Trying To Forget ...

It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can't live without you.

To fall in love is awfully simple, but to fall out of love is simply awful.A life with love will have some thorns, but a life without love will have no roses.Reject your sense of injury and the injury itself disappears.The greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have.Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew.The stupidest mistake in life is thinking the one who hurt you the most, won't hurt you again.The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost.Love is unconditional, relationships are not.For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, It might have been.

i Lost Everything

i dream about you and i lost my breath, i saw you and i lost my nerve.

i gave you my heart and i lost my hope, i gave you my love and i almost lost my life. ~ I Lost Everything ~

Ek Lamha ..

Ek Lamha Meri Zindagi Veeran Kar gaya
Aesi Hawa Chali ke Sunsaan Kar gaya

Chalta tha jo mere saath satth Saaye ki Tarah
Bichra wo is Adaa se ke Hairaan Kar gaya

THE TRUTH BEHIND DREAMS

it fascinates us every night
to an eccentric person,it's his birth right
but beware dear fellas,watching it can prove riskier than entering a raging stream
that's the uncertainty of a dream

it's the meeting point of a genius & his art
it's the place where most successful ventures start
it marks the journey,from scratch to immortal destinations
a dream is nothing,if not an inspiration

it sets free your inhibitions
it unearths your ambitions
but just mere dreaming isn't sufficient
sorry day dreamers,but your clan loses even in the realm of fiction

dreams give you a lifeline
a thread to cling onto in despair
so that even when the whole world becomes your foe
you look straight in it's eye & stare
"write me off at your own peril",you declare

a dream can be your whole life in a nutshell
worse,it may even predict your death even before the proverbial 'death knell'
love it or hate it,believe in it or not;smile at it or scream,
the truth is,nobody really knows the actual truth behind a dream

it can be as engossing as a hollywood thriller
for the weak hearted,it could prove as dangerous as a cold blooded contract killer
when you don't quite know what's this thrill-a-minute ride's theme...
believe me guys,you could be watching a truly intense dream...