Thursday, May 27, 2010
You Left Me Alone !!

You Can Tell Me You Love Me,
You Can Tell Me You Care Me,
But I Can Never Trust You.
No, Not Again...._=((
You Broke My Heart,
Left It Shatterd nD Then You Walked Away.
You Left Me Speechless,
What Could I Say?
You Said You Never Leave Me,
That You Loved Me Forever.
But Now I Know The Truth.
You Loved Me Never...Loved Me Never..!!
Im Lonely Because U Left ME Alone..!
You Can Tell Me You Care Me,
But I Can Never Trust You.
No, Not Again...._=((
You Broke My Heart,
Left It Shatterd nD Then You Walked Away.
You Left Me Speechless,
What Could I Say?
You Said You Never Leave Me,
That You Loved Me Forever.
But Now I Know The Truth.
You Loved Me Never...Loved Me Never..!!
Im Lonely Because U Left ME Alone..!
Whats My Fault :(
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Night Strikes :|

When The Sun Set, When The Moon Grow,
The All Became Shut Up Only Silence Speaks,
Then Why This Hearts Beats Fast, ANd Eyes Start Going Wet,
When The Pain Comes, And Tears Left The Eyes, NoBoDY
Knows What Should To Do, The Only Thing We Can Do, Just
Feel The Pain, Have Fake SMile In The Morning,
Start A New Day And Wait For Till Then Night Strikes :]
The All Became Shut Up Only Silence Speaks,
Then Why This Hearts Beats Fast, ANd Eyes Start Going Wet,
When The Pain Comes, And Tears Left The Eyes, NoBoDY
Knows What Should To Do, The Only Thing We Can Do, Just
Feel The Pain, Have Fake SMile In The Morning,
Start A New Day And Wait For Till Then Night Strikes :]
Love Will Always Find A Way !!

The gentle breeze when blowing
Rustle of leaves whispering your name
With my cheeks turning cold
Right from the day that you came
My gazes dimmed by my tears
You stretched your hands to wipe
The instant love you gave me
I never forget this moment of my life
The seconds that passed unnoticed
Is like an eternity without air
Not a clue how I will survive?
If you did not come from nowhere
Being the ultimate soul-mate I found
Judged by the entrance you made
This special bond has no bound
So it is written on my fate
Rustle of leaves whispering your name
With my cheeks turning cold
Right from the day that you came
My gazes dimmed by my tears
You stretched your hands to wipe
The instant love you gave me
I never forget this moment of my life
The seconds that passed unnoticed
Is like an eternity without air
Not a clue how I will survive?
If you did not come from nowhere
Being the ultimate soul-mate I found
Judged by the entrance you made
This special bond has no bound
So it is written on my fate
I Actually Loved You!

Slowly You Become A Memory
And Start To Fade Away
As Each Week That Passes By
I'm Starting To Feel OK
I Cared About You Dearly
I Treated You Like Gold
I Waited For The Same
But Was Left Out In The Cold
You Were Mean And Selfish
You Treated Me Like Dirt
You Dug Deeper And Deeper
Just To Get Me Hurt
After Everything You Did
Your Wish Didn't Come True
You Will Always Remain A Memory
But Never Forget I Actually Loved You!
And Start To Fade Away
As Each Week That Passes By
I'm Starting To Feel OK
I Cared About You Dearly
I Treated You Like Gold
I Waited For The Same
But Was Left Out In The Cold
You Were Mean And Selfish
You Treated Me Like Dirt
You Dug Deeper And Deeper
Just To Get Me Hurt
After Everything You Did
Your Wish Didn't Come True
You Will Always Remain A Memory
But Never Forget I Actually Loved You!
We Meet In Heaven
Have Dream To Live My Life With You,
My Days And Nights Spent With You,
When My Eyes Just In A Way To Open
Saw first face Of You, All Is So Wonderful
If ThiS Comes True, But If All Can,t Happen
On This Earth It Doesn,t Matter I Know Very Well
On The Other World Called Heaven Always For Us.
I Am Sure Their You Will Be Only Mine
My Days And Nights Spent With You,
When My Eyes Just In A Way To Open
Saw first face Of You, All Is So Wonderful
If ThiS Comes True, But If All Can,t Happen
On This Earth It Doesn,t Matter I Know Very Well
On The Other World Called Heaven Always For Us.
I Am Sure Their You Will Be Only Mine
I Can Write :]
I Know I Can Write My Emotions Any Time,
Any Where, When Ever I Want, From Where
I Want, But Some Times Written Doesn,t Work
You Never Saw The Feeling WHich I Have When I Wrote
All This:|
Some Time Wrting Doesn,t Work :(
Any Where, When Ever I Want, From Where
I Want, But Some Times Written Doesn,t Work
You Never Saw The Feeling WHich I Have When I Wrote
All This:|
Some Time Wrting Doesn,t Work :(
A Stroke Of Wordz
Love, What This Word Stand For Us, Or Why
We Always Care For This Word, The Person
Who Give Us Love We Can't Imagine Our Life
Without That Person, But All Made Me Think,
Why Me Need This, When Love Left Me ALways
And My Pain Stand With Me Always. Care For
Them Who Can Give You Some Thing,
Not For That Who Snatch Every Thing From You :]
We Always Care For This Word, The Person
Who Give Us Love We Can't Imagine Our Life
Without That Person, But All Made Me Think,
Why Me Need This, When Love Left Me ALways
And My Pain Stand With Me Always. Care For
Them Who Can Give You Some Thing,
Not For That Who Snatch Every Thing From You :]
Voice Of Love
I Listen The Name Of Love, The Care Of Love,
But I Told You The New One The Voice Of Love,
Whenever I Heard Her Voice, I Felt SO Nice, So Warm,
The Every SinGel Cell Of My Body SparKing And FillIng
With SmiLe:] The Great Cause I DO, Great Thing I Learn,
To Listen You And Filled Joy In My SelF :)
I Admire I Have Two Sense To Hear Your Love :]
But I Told You The New One The Voice Of Love,
Whenever I Heard Her Voice, I Felt SO Nice, So Warm,
The Every SinGel Cell Of My Body SparKing And FillIng
With SmiLe:] The Great Cause I DO, Great Thing I Learn,
To Listen You And Filled Joy In My SelF :)
I Admire I Have Two Sense To Hear Your Love :]
You Are My Everything
I try so hard to keep breathing,
The gun in my hand looks so good.
It's as though life lost its meaning,
But in my mind I keep seeing you.
I fall on my knees and I keep begging please,
Why won't life just go away?
Still I lay down each evening and shake off the feeling,
Knowing I'm lying with you.
You are my world,
You are my life,
Without you there is no light.
I need you to live,I need you to breathe,
Without you there is no me. And so the gun falls,
Kisses felt, tears roll. Your voice softly calls,
"I love you" and that's all I need to know.
The gun in my hand looks so good.
It's as though life lost its meaning,
But in my mind I keep seeing you.
I fall on my knees and I keep begging please,
Why won't life just go away?
Still I lay down each evening and shake off the feeling,
Knowing I'm lying with you.
You are my world,
You are my life,
Without you there is no light.
I need you to live,I need you to breathe,
Without you there is no me. And so the gun falls,
Kisses felt, tears roll. Your voice softly calls,
"I love you" and that's all I need to know.
When Heart Strike :]
Every One Have A Heart, Which Beats For Life,
But Some Times It Beats For Some One Who Became Your Life
That The Person Heal You, When You Need Love That Person
Give You Whatever You Need, Then This Hearts Not Be A part Of
Yours, Then It Will Always Think For That Person, Every Singel
Beat Remind About Them, And All You Think About Them Only
When Your Heart Strike You Only Think About Them NothinG Else.
But Some Times It Beats For Some One Who Became Your Life
That The Person Heal You, When You Need Love That Person
Give You Whatever You Need, Then This Hearts Not Be A part Of
Yours, Then It Will Always Think For That Person, Every Singel
Beat Remind About Them, And All You Think About Them Only
When Your Heart Strike You Only Think About Them NothinG Else.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Once Upon a Time ..

Once upon a time..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...
I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..
I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..
Once upon a time, in the past..
..I loved the past
But now I've gone forward...
I've realized I cannot love the past while I'm in the present, so I let go...
I let go of those memories that held me captive for so long..
Those dreams I once knew that were brought to life by you,
Now are only there to help me fall asleep at night
I am going on by myself..
I am going forward into my future with hopes that my new dreams will someday come true just like you had done for me..
Once upon a time, in the past..
Pain Of My Lonely Nights
Watch as this tear falls into empty space
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry
A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..
See it fall into life's nameless place
Can you see the sparkle as it catches the light
That sparkle once was happiness that is no longer in sight
As it falls watch it, its color has changed
From blue to bright red, it has a wide range
There it goes all alone, it continues to fall
With it, it takes the emotion, the emotion of all
Wait, can you hear it? A sob has broke free
Has shook the lungs cold, but yet it continues to be
Here it comes, a force has been built between the eye
A wall of shear water, it's now time to cry
A shudder, a scream, darkness envelops your soul
The darkness of the night has taken its toll ..
Love is a Name Of Sacrifice

I will live a life of sorrow
so you can be happy tomorrow
all your pains will become mine
the pains you had in your past times
Might as well be my fault,upon ending
still trying to consume the words your sending
I know i need you in my life
since your happy,i'll replace you with a knife
My life is going to change since youve gone away
words are clustered together,never will i say
feels like my soulmate left me alone
when your gone,my mind does nothing but roam
I see you in my eyes, i cannot belive your smile
I see you,as i lay upon tiles
my sacrifice of love is you
It is one worthy and true ..
so you can be happy tomorrow
all your pains will become mine
the pains you had in your past times
Might as well be my fault,upon ending
still trying to consume the words your sending
I know i need you in my life
since your happy,i'll replace you with a knife
My life is going to change since youve gone away
words are clustered together,never will i say
feels like my soulmate left me alone
when your gone,my mind does nothing but roam
I see you in my eyes, i cannot belive your smile
I see you,as i lay upon tiles
my sacrifice of love is you
It is one worthy and true ..
Dont Cry At My Funeral

I'm going far away, to another place,
People are gloomy,
They bring flowers to adorn my grave,
All of their faces clammy,
With tears and perspiration,
Dressed in white,
I look from above and feel immensely sad.
How can my people do this to me?
How can they spoil my happiest moment?
I wonder indignantly,
I wanna run through the door,
And meet all the people I wanted to meet
All the people I was always fascinated with,
I wanna ask them about their thoughts and ideas,
How they feel about their life, after death..
Skate on the rings of Saturn,
Sink in deep oceans, never to return,
I wanna look over my near and dear,
Observe who really mourned me,
And who rejoiced my eternal sleep,
I wanna cry over others' pain,
Without being irritated by worried eyes,
I am moving to another world,
Much bigger than this one,
Much more beautiful and ..
One Last Thought, One Last Motion,One Last Heart Beat,I Breath One Last Breath My Eyes Are Closed as I leave With Death ..
Love or Trust ..

Trust is a fairytail little girls grow up believing..
Love is a willing act so many take over and over again, just to let their fragile hearts once again break..
Love,I put so much faith in it..Truth,I kept believing it falls always from the lips of the one you love and trust the
most..
Faith,It's all bound up to love and Trust where does one end and the other began,and how do you tell when love is the
blindest of them all?
Love is a willing act so many take over and over again, just to let their fragile hearts once again break..
Love,I put so much faith in it..Truth,I kept believing it falls always from the lips of the one you love and trust the
most..
Faith,It's all bound up to love and Trust where does one end and the other began,and how do you tell when love is the
blindest of them all?
Learning from mistakes ..

Mistake after mistake
That's all I seem to make
I take one step just to fall
Take another and hit a wall
I close my eyes, for I'm afraid
Another mistake I know I made
Yell at me I know I did it wrong
Try again? Am I that strong?
Can I take another step without fear?
What if another mistake is near?
Falling and tripping along the way
I will get better at this one day
I'll keep stepping no matter how long it takes
One day I will learn from these mistakes
They say practice makes perfection
I want to be like your refection
And hold my head up high
Looking up into the sky
Able to walk without stalling
Not worrying about falling..
That's all I seem to make
I take one step just to fall
Take another and hit a wall
I close my eyes, for I'm afraid
Another mistake I know I made
Yell at me I know I did it wrong
Try again? Am I that strong?
Can I take another step without fear?
What if another mistake is near?
Falling and tripping along the way
I will get better at this one day
I'll keep stepping no matter how long it takes
One day I will learn from these mistakes
They say practice makes perfection
I want to be like your refection
And hold my head up high
Looking up into the sky
Able to walk without stalling
Not worrying about falling..
Come to Me ,Dont ever Go Away

Where have U gone?!
The one that was always there
The one i depended on
With everyday that goes by
I feel we drift apart
Further and further away
But forever in my heart
Please come back to me
And don't leave me alone
I feel so empty
I feel so cold
I love you i do
With everything i am
But please come back to me
And hold me where I stand ..
Memories Play a Confusing Role

You left me not too long ago
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..
I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..
All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..
I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..
I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..
And yet it seems like forever,
I reminisce the day you left all this time
Because I was right there beside you..
I can't seem to get over the feelings I had,
At that very moment I felt so alone,
It grew cold in the room
That I lost all feelings and sense..
All I had was pure silence and disbelief,
I saw people moving towards you all around me
And yet I couldn't move a step towards you,
I couldn't distinguish my emotions
Because I wasn't sure of them..
I felt soo much anger and sadness, but I couldn't cry
At that moment I wasn't sure what was wrong,
And now a year & a half later it all comes back to me
Every tear I held in falls, and now I can't seem to stop..
I've realized how much I missed you
And how much I've needed you here
But there is no way for me to reach out for your touch.
I feel so alone right now,
That I just wish you could take me with..
You Were Only Made For Me

I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
everytime a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame
its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart
ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun
put it striaght to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin
you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door
i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...
You & Me - The Precious Moments
You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole
I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more
I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..
I Dont Cry For the Past

Even though u have your times
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry
I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry
I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry
I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry
The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !
Times were u r negative
Times were u doubt
Times when u say stuff u don't mean to say
Don't cry
I will always be there for u
I may get mad
But not for long
I never can be mad at some1 as amazing as u
Don't cry
I'm sorry for getting upset with u
During those times
I will always be by your side
Don't cry
I need you like the wolf needs the moon to guide it threw the night
Without the moon
The wolf would be lost
Blind
No where to go
Don't cry
The moon may eclipse on the wolf
But the wolf will wait it out n stay strong
We may have our eclipse like the wolf
That eclipse only last for so long
Just remember when that moon comes back
I will be there waiting for u to make it full again
Don't cry !
Life is a Game,Just play it

Roll the dice again
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.
Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.
End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.
Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.
Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..
for nothing more than less.
Go ahead and take a turn
for a second chance at happiness.
Maybe we'll win this time,
it could be our lucky day.
To make this life worthwhile,
to make things go our way.
End up with a number,
go on and take those steps.
Walk on to a new beginning,
forgive and pay your debts.
Take a chance on love,
you never know what you may get.
Evin if you play the wrong card,
you can pick another from the deck.
Life is like a game,
play along cause it's your call.
The only way you truly lose
is if you don't try to play at all ..
A Painful Night Without You

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain
All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed
After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now
These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams
Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain
All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed
After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now
These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams
Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..
One Day You'll Also Love Me

Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!
How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?
Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!
Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!
How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?
Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?
Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!
Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?
Why Me ?

Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,
Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?
Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.
I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.
So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression?
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,
Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?
Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.
I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.
So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression?
True Love Lasts Forever

Love is an endless flow of passion
No one can feel it but you
No matter how many people say "I know how you feel"
They think they know but they have no idea
The wonders of falling in love with that special someone
The feeling you get when they tell you they love you
Once you've fallen in love you can't get back out
Like a ring that's too small for your finger
But you put it on anyway
It doesn't come off unless you break it
But if it's real silver it won't break
And if it's true love
It will never end..
Now here To Leave The Pain

Time has come and gone,
Through laughter and pain,
Our good times many,
And bad times few,
You may be gone,
But having your spirit around eases the pain,
Stories among many,
Bad stories among the few,
You held on for weeks while we prayed you wouldnt leave,
Then even all of it was gone including pain,
You taught me fear is bad,
But so long as you believe everything will be alright,
You once told me once you left to listen to the wind,
And when I was lonely just listen,
So now here I sit,
I listen, but hear nothing,
Then one day I heard you whisper and then it rang,
Pain forgotten,
Lessons many,
Crying few,
Now all I got left of you is the whisper in the wind ..
Through laughter and pain,
Our good times many,
And bad times few,
You may be gone,
But having your spirit around eases the pain,
Stories among many,
Bad stories among the few,
You held on for weeks while we prayed you wouldnt leave,
Then even all of it was gone including pain,
You taught me fear is bad,
But so long as you believe everything will be alright,
You once told me once you left to listen to the wind,
And when I was lonely just listen,
So now here I sit,
I listen, but hear nothing,
Then one day I heard you whisper and then it rang,
Pain forgotten,
Lessons many,
Crying few,
Now all I got left of you is the whisper in the wind ..
Monday, May 24, 2010
You'll Never Understand Me

This Is My Advanced Feeling
I'm feeling on top of the world!
This is my turn
to show the world who i am!
I am A human being!
This is my Advanced Feeling
And this who i Truely well are!
This is my feelings
and this is who i am
why cant you understand me
and take me!
This is my advanced feelings
why wont you let me
live theses
these are precious
this is me!
This is my world
Please drop In
Because that Is that
this is all i can be
And This Is My Advanced Feelings!
Please don't try and understand
Because you never will!
Theses are Mine ..
I'm feeling on top of the world!
This is my turn
to show the world who i am!
I am A human being!
This is my Advanced Feeling
And this who i Truely well are!
This is my feelings
and this is who i am
why cant you understand me
and take me!
This is my advanced feelings
why wont you let me
live theses
these are precious
this is me!
This is my world
Please drop In
Because that Is that
this is all i can be
And This Is My Advanced Feelings!
Please don't try and understand
Because you never will!
Theses are Mine ..
I Was Always There For You
Faking a laugh, faking a smile,
Hiding the truth behind a mask, while
my heart is breaking into pieces
with every smile that i give
That's the life that i live
Used to believe in fairy tales, thinking it's a beautiful world
Then i was appalled with the truth that this world holds
I tried to fool myself and hide behind my dreams
Tried to make everything as simple as it seems
But deep inside, there were thousands of bursting tears,
with every smile that i used to give
that's the life that i live
Ended up with a broken heart,
ended up with my life ripped apart.
Ended up left alone in the darkness, crying,
Gave up and just quit trying...
My Silence Speaks Alot

The Silence In my Words,The Un-Asked Question Forces me to Move towards an Undesired Direction.
In Its Own Classic Gait,Life Moves,
Once blinded,thought There was no One To Lose.
Deprived of the feelings of happiness,I feel left alone in this Mess loneliness,Finding out love In You..
I Try,Unable to Smile,Unable to Cry.
In Its Own Classic Gait,Life Moves,
Once blinded,thought There was no One To Lose.
Deprived of the feelings of happiness,I feel left alone in this Mess loneliness,Finding out love In You..
I Try,Unable to Smile,Unable to Cry.
We Loved To Create Memories

Your memories still haunt me
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true
These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season
And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away
Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true ..
For i'm still not over you
It's no easy to forget
For it used to be so true
These memories are my hope now
Yes they are my reason
They push me forward in my life
In any kind of season
And when i feel all betrayed
I go back to the times
When everything was so well
As the early sunrise
When joy moved to my heart
Like willing to stay
But before i realized
You were walking away
Your memories still haunt me
For i cant get over you
And i want no one else
It'll never get that true ..
Words Cant Describe How I feel

Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies
Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again
Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...
Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all
And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling
Do you enjoy my pain?
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies
Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again
Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...
Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all
And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling
Do you enjoy my pain?
Fear

Lying on the edge of emotion
Reflecting the memories of my prince
The one and only owner
Of all my dreams that locked up within
The flow of my salty tears
Rolling down to halt on my lips
Tasting the sourness of my fear
As I count my finger tips
The fear of u away from me
Snatching the joy of my dreams
The joy of coming close to u
In my thoughts u flow like stream
Do u have the same fear I wonder?
Or is from me it abides?
For if u sense the same fear
I will shudder from this side
Reflecting the memories of my prince
The one and only owner
Of all my dreams that locked up within
The flow of my salty tears
Rolling down to halt on my lips
Tasting the sourness of my fear
As I count my finger tips
The fear of u away from me
Snatching the joy of my dreams
The joy of coming close to u
In my thoughts u flow like stream
Do u have the same fear I wonder?
Or is from me it abides?
For if u sense the same fear
I will shudder from this side
One Drop of Tear…!!
Addiction

The sweetness in ur voice i hear
Is corrupting me day by day
Addicted to that sweetness
Not missing even a single day.
Ur laughter rings my ears
Ur whisper my heart tears
Ur heavy breathe my chest bears
Ur fantasy my skin wears
The beauty in ur gaze hidden
The charm in ur look thickens
The mind remaining unread
The desires in me u fed
Waiting for the day I see u
Whether it happens or no
For I’ll expect to hear this laughter
That rings my ears and more
My angel

The breeze that brushes above u
I fear it might hurt u like blaze
For every scratch it creates
Increases the frown on my face
Don’t want even a rose to pick u
For u r my little angel
If u r bled by its thorns
Inside my heart will be torn
Holding ur face within my palms
Is what I always long for!
Will that day be within my reach?
Promise, I won’t ask for more
Wanting to protect u from any harm
Is the vow I do to myself
Not even a single grimace
Should ever cross onto ur face
I love u!
I fear it might hurt u like blaze
For every scratch it creates
Increases the frown on my face
Don’t want even a rose to pick u
For u r my little angel
If u r bled by its thorns
Inside my heart will be torn
Holding ur face within my palms
Is what I always long for!
Will that day be within my reach?
Promise, I won’t ask for more
Wanting to protect u from any harm
Is the vow I do to myself
Not even a single grimace
Should ever cross onto ur face
I love u!
Dying for you!

Y do I adjust my hair?
When I know u never care
Y do I draw my eyes
When u don’t even look at me twice
The feelings that cover my heart
Waiting for u to unveil
To expose my darkest secrets
My secret stories which are real
But I wonder every second
Are my feelings cared?
For they create no impact
Tho’ u know they are always there!
Will one day u cry for me
As I cry everyday
Will one day u look at me?
And nothing beyond u could see!
Greed for You!!

The fragrance in ur breathe
Enchanting all my face
Blowing gently when u talk
Inhaling by me in slow pace.
The few drops of ur drink
Seen at the corner of ur lips
Not allowing u to wipe them off
Taste like nectar, by my lick!!
This desire is torturing me
Twisting n turning when I lay
For promising only ur love
Y do the thot of u turn me grey?
This feeling I yearn for
Makes me guilty to the core
Coz knowing I can be never urs
Y does my greed for u increase more?
Enchanting all my face
Blowing gently when u talk
Inhaling by me in slow pace.
The few drops of ur drink
Seen at the corner of ur lips
Not allowing u to wipe them off
Taste like nectar, by my lick!!
This desire is torturing me
Twisting n turning when I lay
For promising only ur love
Y do the thot of u turn me grey?
This feeling I yearn for
Makes me guilty to the core
Coz knowing I can be never urs
Y does my greed for u increase more?
My search is over!

I never expected to find
The ideal love I left behind
For it’s every girl’s fantasy
To meet the man with right mind
Taking life as given to me
Thinking the love given is the best
Helas! Deep inside me
The love I crave still rests
Exploded when unnoticed
Brings non-stop tears to my joy
Having found the bearer of it
Finally my love isn’t a toy
As alive as the red sun
Chilling like the cold moon
The child inside me erupting
Like the volcano in a noon
The joy unfold

Each time I think of u
My head turns towards the sky
Shining blue to my gaze
Seeing ur face above so high!
A smile blooms on my lips
With happiness comes unknown
Wondering why is this reflection
The reflection of this joy unfold
Do I know the reason?
Is it b’coz I miss u so?
For every cloud passing by
Brings me a message like spy
The message with ur memories
Ur laughter that lingers my ears
The love promised by u
Which lasts for many years?
My head turns towards the sky
Shining blue to my gaze
Seeing ur face above so high!
A smile blooms on my lips
With happiness comes unknown
Wondering why is this reflection
The reflection of this joy unfold
Do I know the reason?
Is it b’coz I miss u so?
For every cloud passing by
Brings me a message like spy
The message with ur memories
Ur laughter that lingers my ears
The love promised by u
Which lasts for many years?
Tears

The tear drops escaping from my eyes
Rolling down my soft cheeks
Accompanying the pains they bear
That locked up within for weeks
So strange these silent tears
Multiplying as they flow
Wanting to win their races
Creating the speed as they grow
Not knowing the reason they r born
Fleeing happily from their source
Born from the painful sorrows
Reddening my eyes like rose
I find them whenever u come to mind
Not drying when wiped away
But when ur voice they hear
Where do they vanish I can’t say!
Rolling down my soft cheeks
Accompanying the pains they bear
That locked up within for weeks
So strange these silent tears
Multiplying as they flow
Wanting to win their races
Creating the speed as they grow
Not knowing the reason they r born
Fleeing happily from their source
Born from the painful sorrows
Reddening my eyes like rose
I find them whenever u come to mind
Not drying when wiped away
But when ur voice they hear
Where do they vanish I can’t say!
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