My NiGhT oF dEsIrE...

As u brush the hair from my face
Sweeping the desire within me
Yearning of your touch in a slow pace
Feeling the love I have for thee

The moments of our togetherness
Haunting deep down my mind
As you plant your kiss on my lips
I wish I could turn my life in rewind

I could feel the pleasure of you
Whenever you accompany me
Now feeling so lost without you
As you fly into oblivion like a bee

Awakened sweating in this horror
Weakened more by this emotion
Lonely darkness surrounding me
Left me panting in this dejection

Why Me ?

Sitting against the wall,
Pressing hands to ears,
Blasting music,
Rocking back and forth,

Asking,
Why me,
Why me,
Why me?

Why can't I be with the one I love?
Why can I never be happy?
Why do I go through so much stress?
I just want to die at times.

I have good friends,
A few good choices,
They help me,
And I help them.

So why do I choose to ask these questions?
Why am I so unsure?
Am I not believing in my friends?
Or is it the depression?

One Day You'll Also Love Me

Why do you hurt me?
Do you like seeing me cry?
How can you just walk away?
When you know I'm dying inside!

How can you drag me,
Through this heartache and all this pain?
You know everything about her,
But do you even know my name?

Do you know how much I love you?
Do you even really care?
How can you let me love you?
Why are you so unfair?

Why won't you let me move on?
Let me be happy once again?
You want me in your life I know,
But I want to be more than just your friend!

Baby, just let me go!
I don't even me a thing.
But I don't want you to let me go!
I love you... Can't you see?

After Me ..

After Me ..

When I will not be here,When i will be gone forever,When i will be dead,Just Come to My Grave,Dont Cry ..

Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,Talk to me,Cheer Me up ..

Remember the Times When We Were Together,When We Were Friends,Listen To My Quiet Reply..

Enjoy Those Moments , Try to understand the Unsaid Words & Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)

A Painful Night Without You

I touch you as I feel your head brushing your hair from your face
Gathering the emotions building inside of me
One thought of commitment one thought of faith
How much I love you how much I feel your pain

All the memories of our short togetherness
Lingers in my mind as I feel warmth inside
I kiss your forehead trying to make myself strong
For what a difficult time it seemed

After the brief pleasure of being with you all the time
I feel so lost to loose you right now

These were my thought what I had that time
How I had thought it would be so wrong
How it seems to be so right after all
Better as I am after the horror of my dreams

Thinking if I really had to leave u
Did I really have to make that sacrifice?
Stepping on my emotions
Choosing loneliness after all that happiness..

Always There For Me.................

You're always there when I need a hand
Pushing me, helping me
You're there when I need a shoulder
To cry on, to lie on
You're there when I need to talk
At sunrise, at sunset
You will never know what you mean to me
We will never know how our friendship became so deep
They will never know all the secrets that we keep
Our friendship will always be
Because you’re my best friend,
You’re always there for me!

You & Me - The Precious Moments

You mean the world to me
You are everything to me
Just to hold you close
To feel your loving embrace
Makes me smile and feel loved inside
You have my heart and shall keep it forever
You have the password to my soul
You are the missing piece of the puzzle that shall make me whole

I love you with all my heart
Words cannot describe how i feel
To be apart from you for just a short time
Tears away at me inside
But as soon as i see your beautiful face
And just have one bittersweet kiss
The pain inside me vanishes and is no more

I feel you are my one true love
My reason to live on
Without you I would break
Just shatter into pieces
And float away in the wind
You are the reason that i wake each day
So I hope and pray that you will stay..

But I can listen to you.....

I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears,
But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,
nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine;
Yet I can share in your laughter.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me.
I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.......

You Were Only Made For Me

I can't take this anymore
what is the point?
everytime a get close to you
you walk away and take no blame

its all your fault a feel this way
there's nothing left to do or say
i loved you with all my heart
but you just tore me apart

ive never felt this way
every about someone
i just feel like walking
and taking the gun

put it striaght to my head
hopefully end up dead
but im not letting you win
this is all just a sin

you've taken my soul
but soon again a will be whole
to love my life once more
i can now walk out the door

i'll just put you in the past
i should of known it wouldn't last
but at least now im free
i can live life happily ...

Amazing Truth

The Most Selfish " 1 " letter word

" I " ---> Avoid It

The Most Satisfying " 2 " letter word

" We " ---> Use It

The Most Poisonous " 3 " letter word

" Ego" ---> Kill It

The Most Used " 4 " letter word

" LOVE " --> Value It

The Pleasing " 5 " letter word

" SMILE " --> Keep It

The Fastest Spreading " 6 " letter word

" RUMOUR " --> Ignore It

The Hardest working " 7 " Letter word

"SUCCESS " --> Achieve It

The Most enviable " 8 " letter word

" JEALOUSY " --> Distance It

The Most Powerful " 9 " word letter word

" KNOWLEDGE " --> Acquire It

The Most essential " 10 " letter word

" CONFIDENCE " -- > Trutst It

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..what will you do?

If, you don't want me
What can I do?
If, you don't feel the same way
I guess that means we're really through
If, you smile at me
I'll have to turn away
If, you try to be my friend
I'll have to build more walls in my day

To read more: If I Tell You I Love You

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Turn the corner with me
Hand in Hand, together
Hearts beat, blessedly

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My heart is aching

I just don't know

My heart is breaking

Will you ever be able to let go?

My arms plead for love

Plead for a caring touch

A voice that is gentle

To caress away

My every fear and worry

When will you come?

When will you stand by my side

Forever?

Am I everything you want

Am I everything you've ever dreamed of?

I want to be your every fantasy

Your every childhood dream

Give me the chance

Give me the opportunity

Please, just try

Try to open your heart

Just a little, to me.

Soft Rose Petals

They line her way through the shrubbery
And the night that grays
And dips softly into tomorrow

She gazes at the deep and unending sky
Breathes in gently, for it's a pleasant beautiful night
And, the scents of foliage and flowers perfectly combine

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She smiles to herself, for it has always fondly reminded her of him.

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