The Ritz Carlton - Millenia , Singapore

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Thank You For The Broken Dreams

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain...

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone...

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding...

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
'Cause you wouldn't love me too..

You are Living in Me

Somethings in Life never Changed,
Somethings in Life You Dont Find Reasons,

Some Moments in life are not forgotten,
Sometimes You lose hope..
When time rolls By You To forget,
What Holds You on..

Some people in life are a part of You,
and when You Let Them Go,
You Never Lose Them..

Beacuse ..

You Find Them Living in You .. =)

Silent Tears

In dix world u Tired

Not leavin me alone beyond

I pray 2 God let him stay

The memories erase d pain insyd

N nw I knw Why


All of my Memories keep you near

In silent moments,

Imagine you b here

All of my memorix keep u nea

In silent Whisper silent tear !

Am I The Only One For Yew

The wonder i feel on earth
Has not stopped surprising me
The cruelty it contains within
Snatched my being without pity.

The swirl it takes my head
For a free ride without being asked
Where I see u vague before me
I wonder is it ur task?

Is it my imagination?
Y dint u stop for me?
Am I asking too much?
Just to see the love in thee.

At last I realized one thing
This world is not where I belong
Yearning to be ur own
Embraced in ur arms I feel so strong!

Missing You

An early morning,
I sit down on the bench in a garden
with mist mildly blending in the wind
Kids playing on one side
Birds chirping on the other.

It was so cold,
All my memories were frozen
And out there in the thick mist
I saw a beautiful couple walking on the bridge
With their hands tightly closed to eachother
Feeling eachothers warmth.

I went down on my knees,
With tears rolling down my eyes
My heart ached a lot
All my frozen memories went down as tears,
All I could think was how lonely I'm without You,
Missing You a lot baby!!

Alive yet Invisible!

addiction
The addiction I got towards people
Whom I think are close to me.
I be with them
I walk with them
I talk with them
I think about them every day and night
But its not the same with You
And Its clearly felt!
How could I be so invisible?

Where ever I go
Whom ever I talk to
How close I am with people
I am so unnoticed
Making people forget everything
Forgetting every special ocassion!
How Could everythin be so invisible?

No one to care about it
no one to think about it
Everyone like bumble bees
Buzzing away with their own commitments
Every where I go em still unnoticed
Every word I talk goes unnoticed
Every emotions expressed, yet unfelt
How could Everything about me goes unnoticed
Is it ignorance or being forgotten?
GOsh..Em I so invisible to everyone?

I've learnt
Expectations always ends in disappointment
The time I spend with them maybe little
But the care I show is like an endless journey!

Seasons may change,
but
reasons never!

Alive yet invisible to everyone!
Unfelt,Forgotten and unnoticed!
Here I start with

Dreams are not always illusions!

I know that Your reading this..
ANd its for You..

Between You and me
Talks are so short
But truth is, we are wide apart

You smile a lot!
And I too smile,
when You are with me for a while

Now..
All our relationship went down to vain!
And all I could feel is Pain!

Nights are all so long..
For, You are the only one I long..

You are in my everything..
Cause You are my only thing..

With you, love may not be real,
But my l0ve for You is so unreal..

I dream here..
Thinking, you are so near
Which drives my fear
And dries my tear..

People say Dreams are just illusions
But?
Thats the life I am living
And the only place I can be forever with You!!

Lonely With Love

Nights are UsuallY pleasant
With darkness spreading all over
And when the sounds of silence waves through the air,
I lay there on my couch thinking about You,
Thinking about the moments of happiness
When You were beside me with your lovely smile,
That makes me even happier.
And that was when I knew 'How Heaven sounds like!'

Your sparkling bubbly eyes
With the thin streak of kajal over it
I would die for it, at the same!
That made me realize 'How heaven looks like!!'

With all those beautiful feelings residing in me
My heart beats faster
With my lips filled with laughter
Which made me feel stronger
All I wanted was these to last longer.
But Time turns its back,All of it became much shorter.
All of my dreams went down to ashes,
Leaving me all deserted...

Now I sit here in the dark
Thinking You are still my one and only one,
Whenever I lay,
Whenever I pray,
And whenever am away,
I see You and only You!
All I could feel is,I am so lonely without You,
Killing myself to every corner..
I know the pain in my heart is much worser
than ever,
But my love for You will last forever....

-In memories of You,
I am lonelier than ever!!

My One And Only Love* Yew Are!!

Last nyt I closd d door on tat chapter f my lyf,
Last nyt I learnd tat u had a hansome hubby,
Last nyt I cried myself 2 sleep,
Last nyt I learnd d pain was too deep

Tis mornin d tears hav nt dried,
Tis mornin my heart stil feels d pain,
Tis mornin I learnd I had 2 live without u,
Tis mornin I learnd 2 me I must be true

2moro I'll grow strongr,
2moro u'll b no longer,
2moro d pain ll begin 2 ease,
2moro hurry n cum, pls.

coz startin 2moro, I must say
Is d beginin f a brand new day,
4 u c, I'll knock on ur hubbies door,
n let him kno tat u wer my one and only beloved loving whore!!

You* Mean The World To Me!

You really mean the world to me
I asked myself, how could this be?
I really love you with all my heart till now!
I dread the moments we are apart
You’re there for me, through good and bad
You’re my everything; you’re all I have
I hope you noticed, the way I feel
I hope you noticed, that these feelings for YOU are real
Whenever I see you coming up online,I feel so secure
I had a hope that our love will endure forever
I revealed my true love to You
And I thought even You revealed the same love as I did,..But?
I think about you day after day
I really love you what more can I say
I’m glad you came into my life
I’m glad that I feel this all the time I think about You way inside
I’ll end this poem with an "I Love You" for one last time,
As I Don't want to hurt You by sayin so,
Please believe, my love for you is true
I still hope we really are meant to be
And I still believe You know, "YOU are the world to me!"

Silent Tears

Silent tears run down my face,
Hoping for loves passionate embrace,
The sun finally sets on the hopes of mine to have the one I love come to me,
And say, Its ok.
To hold me tight through my sorrows and still say Its alright.
But these tears just dont stop they just keep
Flowing from the river like course they have made,
From streaming down my face,
I see him standing with another in his arms,
The thoughts come just like the tears,
I never was good enough for that. I gave him my heart
To have and to hold,
For him just to toss it away.
There shall be no special love for me
Im just not good enough..
To all who see me,
You have the world to give,
There will be someone some day.
I say the world gave me up
How can I blame the world? there is nothing special about me.
As I Burry my face into me pillows
I say these covers will be the only thing
that will keep me safe and warm at night.
Because I will never have the lovers embrace.
That embrace..
Is the only thing that will stop my silent tears..

She Loves Someone Else !

The night wind whirls in the sky and sings.

I can write the saddest poem of all tonight.
I loved You, and I believed that You loved me too!

On nights like this, I held You in my arms.
I kissed You so many times under the infinite sky.

You loved me,and I always loved You,
How could I not have loved You even more?
As I' Would not hav lost You!

And to hear the immense night, more immense without You.
And the poem falls from the soul like a dew falling to the ground from a leaf,

Where did I go wrong,that my love couldn't keep You
The night is full of stars and You are not with me,

That's all. Far away, someone sings.Really Far away.
My soul is lost without You!

As if to bring You near, my eyes search for You,
My ears long to hear Your voice,But I couldn't,
My voice searched the wind to touch her ear,
All My heart searches for is You and You are not with me!

The same night that whitens the same trees.
We!, We* who were,makes me smile thinking about all the fun we had
And even makes me cry,That all these are not going to happen again!
As we are the same no longer!

Someone else's. She will be someone else's. As she once
belonged to my kisses!
Her voice, her bubbly cheeks, Her infinite eyes.

I keep saying everyone that I no longer love You,
but deep down inside, my heart says "You are my one and only love!"

Because on nights like this I held her in my arms,
my soul is lost without her.
As You are in love with Someone else!

Although this may be the last pain You caused me,
I really feel happy to bear the pains Given,As its from You!

You Are My One And Only Love

I think and see your lovely smile,
Which melts me a lot..
I picturise where I should be,
by your side for a little while,
and then you just might see,

M love for you,
is an addiction of mine,
And You too knew it!
But then You concluded all of a sudden like dooms day!
How can you be so blind?
That You are my one and only love I have.

How can You not see,
how much I love you,
I need You here by my side,
through my joys and long dispair,

And now You talk to me like an old friend,
yet my heart still melts,
I have to ask You to stay till the end,
but I can't!
With tears in my eyes,they welp,

You ask me why I cry,
And I always leave saying I have to go,
I tell you goodbye,
but before I know,

You lift up my chin,
and You sit close to me
Hold my hands and You say everything will be alright sooner or later
But truth is,
Its not goin to,As You are my one and only love!!
For My whole life!!

As Silent Tears

As silent tears
Fall down my cheek
They’re filled with pain
From way down deep
A broken heart
That’s cried for years
Distrustful hearts
Cause silent tears

U say ur love
For me is true
But then u doubt
My love for u
My heart is broke
The chill is gone
How or why?
Will I go on

This hurts so bad
It’s over now
We must go on
Some way some how
My broken heart
Will never mend
The fact we face,
This is the end

As silent tears
Fall down our cheeks
They’re filled with pain
From way down deep
Our broken heart
Will cry for years
Cause distrustful hearts
Cry silent tears.

My love for You,will never die-Forever !!

A shadow falls upon my heart
in the midst of the darkened skies.
Creating an undesirable pain
from the reality of our demise.

I thought I could withstand
The empty feeling from within,
But the inconsistent love you portrayed
Broke my heart again!

I tried to look to God
to give me the strength to hold on.
I guess he never heard me
Because all things are still so wrong here.
And never going to be fixed forever!

What in this life did I do
To deserve all of this pain?
I tried to do everything right
Though my tears still fall like rain.

I'll never understand
Why your heart remains closed.
All I did was love you
with all of my heart and soul.

Seems to me your passion
remains to be unseen.
Although you claimed to love me,
All you did was making a fool out of me
leavin me for someone else,
was the word "forever" all a lie?
The thing I could still not understand!

The question of what went wrong,
circles through my head.
Never finding the answer,
will haunt me until em dead.

What tragic thing did I do
For you to close your eyes,
To what I had to offer
My love for YOU, which will never die!!!

I cry silent tears

Alone and cold
On an icy winter night
Stranded and frozen
With no one in sight
He promised to love me
Forever and ever
He promised to love me
But he did, never.
My heart is numb
I'm surrounded by fear
My eyes are crystal
From my silent tears

No one can see this pain I feel
But everyone sees my tears lie still
Crying in silence
Is who I am
Crying in darkness
But you don't give a damn
Many a night, I would lie awake
Thinking of you and what you said
Till morning came and to me your dead.
Now you see my pitch black fears
Because of you I cry silent tears

My Silent Tears

A thunderous silence
breaks through my thoughts.
What was once many great ideas
is now a triumph, lost.

Baffling words tumble through my mind.
Reflections of darkness hover.
A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me,
and inside myself, I take cover.

What would it be like to stay there forever?
To be lost in all my cares?
From the inside, looking out -
I cry silent tears.

You wipe away my silent tears

Each day the sun rises
and each night the sun sets.
Each day I wake up,
and put on that fake smile.

Each day I muse myself about you,
and each night I dream of you.
Each day I miss you,
and I want you with me now.

Each day I fight things in opposition to me,
and each night I weep my silent tears.
Each day I wish to leave,
and again I suffer this night alone.

Each day I busy myself,
and each night I fail to concentrate on simple things.
Each day my old life haunts me,
and this day I live in misery.

Each day I am unappreciated,
and each night I keep to myself.
Each day I live my life in fear,
and I bear this uncontrollable rage.

Each day I wake up,
and each night I fight those tears.
Each day you call me,
and everything disappears.

Each day you give me your love,
and each night you say sweet dreams.
Each day I live for you,
and I would do anything to make you happy.

Each day you save me,
and each night you are my hero.
Each day I live for you,
and you wipe away my silent tears.

Each day I send a little prayer,
and each night I send another.
Each day I live the fullest,
and only living for your love.

Will The Moon Shine For Me?

Each morning after its long night...
I'm always awaken by a fright...
Will the sun above smile at me?
or the rainbow blindfold me?

Hitting the age of mid thirties...
I still love running around trees.
But I know no joys without tears
Nor has my heart escaped from fears...

Why am i haunted by seperation?
And put me in eternal depression?
Won't roses grow along my path?
Or just thorns to tear me apart?

But not far from the madding crowd,
A voice from somewhere assuring me
That even if the sun refuses to smile,
The moon will do that for free.

Why Do I Still Love You ?

I Cant Get You out of My head
No Matter how i try
I Still love You
Even when you make me Cry,

I want You in my Arms
I want you to be Mine
But You don't want me Now
You says it's Not our Time,

Relationships are hard Enough
But love makes them even Worse
Love Makes it hard to give Up
Love is a curse,

I Hate the fact I love You
And that i cant Get You out of My Mind
I hate that every time i think of You
My heart flutters and My eyes Cry,

I don't understand how you do this to Me
How You make Me want to Die
How I dream about you Every Night,

I 'd rather Cry and mope and Whine
Than call You to get things Straight
Because somewhere in my Heart
I know Its already Too Late ..

A Memory From the Past

A Memory from The Past,
I am in its power,
A feeling Thats in My Soul,

I Had like to Believe it All Didnt Happen,
But The Past Cant Be Wiped,
Cant bE Destroyed ..

I Am Wounded By Your Words Like a Blade,
Stabbed In My Heart
Thats Painted Red By My Blood,
Arguments and Feelings Fight Inside Me,
The End Just Depends On Me ..

I Fear To Lose,Committed Crime,Forgiveness,Bleeding Soul?
Love!

This Is That Keeps Me Alive,Gives Power To me To Forgive,The Bleeding Wound Heals Up,But the Scar Remains And Makes Me Remember ..

Why did You Break My Heart ?

I Loved U So Much From the Very begginning,I ever Cared Of Ur Heart.You Knew That U were the Only reason That I Live,But Was I the Game that U Played With ?

You Left Me,You Might Forgot Me,Just because I Was in Love With You?You Break My heart In Just One Go?

If I Could Burn My Existence..

If I Could have Many Wishes and If wishes Did Come True,Then..

I Wont be Here,Infact ..

With You ..

Let Me Be happy Once Again

Time spent with you fills me with sheer happiness,
I know together we will never be ,
And this does leave me in sadness,

When I see your smile ,I can't help but smile too,
You make me feel so special ,
When you look at me the way you do,
Your the one who makes me laugh,
Never am i down when your around..

You say the sweetest of things,hearing your voice is like a heavenly sound,
You make me so very happy ,but at the same time I still cry,
I cry because we will never be One,
So to stop loving you I have to try ..

I am Running Away From My Life

I hate this feeling of displacement,
Not knowing where I'm headed.
Not knowing how to react.
Heading to a place that I have created.

Slice open,
The pain held inside.
And let it slip away.
Every night that I have cried.

Let the blood drop,
Let it all slip away.
Let life slowly stop,
This life of disarray.

Foot steps...their coming,
Cover the blood,
Don't show what you are becoming.
Don't show the crimson flood.

Place on that mask,
That mask of happiness.
Forced smile...always a task.
My veins now becoming bloodless.

In they walk,
The blood still dripping.
Full of empty talk,
I can feel my life slipping.

Never did I want to die,
I just wanted to feel,
And then asked why?
To stop feeling numb would have been ideal.

But now as I slip away,
I can see things were never right.
A fake life was on display.
To the skies I am taking flight.

Why won't this life let me go,
Take me away from my life of hell..

If Only You Were Ever There

Seems to be the foulest on Earth
Yet the sun skims the sky
In shadows I dwell, bound in my chains
In the silken divine, but darkened depths

Kept on descending; I don't know where I've been
How am I to know? It was too dark to see
An angel could save me
Bring me back from this despair
But there was never one there

Reached the bottom of the pit
Consumed in those brisk, black waters
Caught from each rainy afternoon
So few remembered in those chasms
So many were there, so many

Deceased lie in regiments cascading to the ground
So solemn are their vows before they reach the final stair
You're going up now? What could ever be up there?

We are standing in tomorrow's murky past
Come and laugh, Let's all laugh
Stand alone, all together now

Kept on descending and I don't know where I've been
How could I have known? It was too dark to see.
Can you save me from this overwhelming despair?
If only you were ever there ..

Memories are all I have left

A light scent of jasmine
Carried by a small breeze
I am holding my breathe,
For a moment I feel...

Cascading tears on the surface
Of emerald green soul
Reflecting your image,
On the lonely shore...

All memories we had
The light jasmine scent
Brought on my mind again
With a deadliest pain...

I put your photo back
In the pocket I keep
Memories haunt my heart
With dreams broke apart...

I am Sorry For Everything I Did

I'm sorry for all the thing I've said,
And for the times I've done somthing to hurt you,

My feelings were all I cared about
Our friendship now totally changed
Really, I wish I could take it all back,

Roads now forked in opposite directions
Your trust I have lost,
Still Few words i have to speak out,
I am Sorry for All i Did ..

The Story Of My Life ..

Story of my life,
I always pay the price
You say you love me,
Your just a great liar to be.

Wonder why I hate you,
Turn around, look at me
Oh! Thats right, you can't,
I not there, so just stare.

Stare at the blowing wind,
Where I could have been
Stare at the empty space,
Where I used to stand.

You killed me, took my heart,
Ripped it from my chest
Held it, beating, in your hand.
Then just dropped it to the ground.

You killed me, not a tear shed,
Or a thought left for the dead ..

Left With Beautiful Memories

I am Looking For Some Place to hide,
All My Senses ,It Seems Have died,

It's like waiting in the scorching desert for a breeze,
All I am left with All Your beautiful memories,

I don't Know How I am gonna Get On Without You,
Because The mistake wasn't mine,neither wrong were You

Lost in The Ashes of Time ..

Here I am,Lost in the light of the moon,
that comes through my window ..

Here I am,Lost in the ashes of time, but who wants tomorrow?

Bathed in blue, the walls of my memory divide the thorns from the roses,Its you whose the closest ..

Can You Bring Me Back to Life ?

If only you could see the tears
In the world you left behind..

If only you could heal my heart
Just one more time..

Even when I close my eyes
There is an image of your face..

Once again I come to realize
I'll have to live to make you live..

But I will give my life away
If you don't wish me to smile..

Because my heart keeps asking you
What on earth will you do about me, love..

What will you do..
To bring me back to live..

What will you do..
Except coming to me..

What will you do..
You have no choice left
As I have no hope left ..

Few Pages Of My Diary ..

When The Internal all Bleeds,Then The Only Left is " Words " ..Nothing Much to Reveal,Except a sOul ..The Lost sOul.

" All hOpe abOndned,whO enters Here "

Here I Go,Because I knOw I am DestIneD tO Move On .. =)
____

- That Was The Very first Page Of My Diary ..I Wont Feel Weird to Share Some Moments With Everybody over Here ..
Because,EveryOne dO go thrOugh all These Periods ..

Let me Start,With My Own things,The Few Pages,sOcked in Tears .. =)

My Wish is Only You

The world of dreams
Beckons me again
It's a dream of a world
With nothing else but pain

Nothing feels right
Something is gone
I feel empty and hollow
My heart turns to stone

It is you that I miss
It's my soul that is gone
Is this my destiny?
Forever alone?

I'm tired of wanting
I'm tired of needing
And each time I succeed
I am left dead and bleeding

Say you love me
And I'll love you too
But I'll never say that I do
beCause you wouldn't love me too

Because , This is Fate ..

Everytime I'm nearly over you
You show up, and ruin everything
We weren't even anything serious
Just a silly fling

But it meant something to me
You were my first kiss
You shattered my heart and stabbed my back
And I'll never forgive you for this..

How dare you take advantage of me
Just to see how far you'd get
I wish she'd never introduced us
I wish we never met

Cause then when I'd see you
I wouldn't want to puke
You make me feel so happy, then so sad
Now i feel like ill never find someone else
That, that was just a fluke

You made me so self conscious
You made me feel ugly
You made me feel like "you could do better"
but at least now i can say I'm free

I might not've caused this freedom
but it sure as hell feels great
Maybe we'll meet again one day
Maybe we wont ..

Its up to fate ...

My Past .....

People Says,"Gone is Gone..Move Ahead,World is AwaitIng For You"

But They Never Know..I have Lost my Whole World in The Past ..

Life is all about having Fun

The prettiest words you say.
The most amazing things you do,
The most little things that make us smile,

In sandy beach, the longest walks,
The tight hugs, and longer talks.
The most little things that make us smile,

The next day texts, missing you they say
And i been thinking of you since you left today.
The most little things that make us smile.

Tonight, ill be holding your hand tight,
And whisper i love you with my eyes open wide.
You are the most special person who makes me smile..